Greg MD Blog

Dear Father who is in Heaven,

There are nights I close my eye’s to image you are there. We are floating through the cloud on a spiritual journey. I never wanted to go back into my body, you’re telling me, son, it’s not time yet!

I feel so despondent! Knowing I would never have the chance to meet you, however, you have left so many fond memories behind for me to go down a journey to learn more about the man you are. Oh, how I wish that I could see you in person, but the closes I will ever get, is your movies and home videos, to see the similarity we both share, and to hear your voice. Knowing for years, my biological father is out there, where do I start, or how to begin, but I found your family.

No lie, I do get agitated and angry about the situation that had happens fifty-three years ago. I have to deal with those feelings again, cleaning up a mess that I really had no control of. Father, my life is a storybook of lies, deception, cheating, fights, and murder, but this was written for me, now I need to share the story. I wonder what life would have been if you knew about me, I will never see that truth.

I have learned so much about the man you were. You have left your footprint in each family member’s heart and beautiful memories. The vision you have left, I can only live through each family’s member, I am so blessed to have that. Your family has been so accepting and open, as I’m sure it was a shock to everyone. I feel 100% complete now!

This letter has taken me a while to write! I needed to dig deeply into my soul and express my feeling, as the pain sometimes is unbearable.

Your loving son,
Greg MD