April 19th brings me back to 1981, Easter Sunday at 5:35 p.m. The angel was by your side as you left this earth. The day we had to say goodbye to our mother was the most challenging thing. A sixteen-year-old child should not have to do such a thing. It was the most challenging task I have ever faced. Over four decades, how time has faded into memories, but my journey has continued without you. No matter where I am, something reminds me of you every day. It is a sound or a smell that resembles your scent or even a vision of your smile.
The only way I can describe life back then is that it resembled turmoil in our family. My life at that time was like water rushing over a waterfall. As time passed and the water moved downstream, things became clear and calm. But this would only be how I depict my early teenage years.
Throughout the years, I realized that I had only had you for ten years. Then, it was time to leave again. I often questioned why this happened. I felt like I was left alone in this world, yet I never truly understood.
Reflecting on the past four decades, I wonder if I would be the person I am today without the experiences. I would give anything to have just one more moment with you, but that remains only in my imagination. I am proud of all my accomplishments, but I recognize that you paid the ultimate price to protect us kids. I will always be grateful and hold that sacrifice dear.
You will always hold a special place in my heart today and every day ahead. I will treasure all the beautiful memories we shared. I will honor your life on the anniversary of your passing. I will always love you, Mother.
Until we meet again,
You’re Son
Greg MD
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