April 19th brings me back to 1981, Easter Sunday at 5:35 p.m. The angel was by your side as you left this earth. The day we had to say goodbye to our mother was the most challenging thing. It was something a sixteen-year-old child would have to do. Over four decades, how time has faded into memories, but my journey has continued without you. No matter where I am, not a day goes by that there is something that will remind me of you. That be a sound, a smell that resembles your scent, or even a vision of your smile.
The only way I describe life back then would resemble water as turmoil in our family. “My life at that time was like water rushing over a waterfall. As the water moves downstream, things become clear and calm.” Yet, this would only be how I depict my early teenage years.
Over time, I realized that you had only had me for ten years, and it was time to leave again. I question why so many times and felt being put on this earth alone yet never really understood.
Today, as I look over the four decades, would I be the person I am today? Not! I would give anything to have one moment with you again, but that is only the imagination in my mind. I can say I am proud of all my accomplishments, but you pay the ultimate price to protect us kids. I will be forever grateful and cherish as always.
Today and all days onward, I will keep you close to my heart and all those fond memories we shared. I will celebrate your life in death on the anniversary of your passing. I will always love Mother.
Until we meet again,
You’re Son
Greg MD
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